a world of differences

what will make a world of differences in my life now is a change of new job. A change of environment, a change of people I deal with, a change of job, a change of behaviour and more importantly, a change of way of life. As life passes everyday, life becomes monotonous. The same old people, the same old room, the same old boss and everything seems to be the same. Nothing new, nothing interesting and nothing challenging. Which is why I feel a change of job will bring about a change in the daily happenings. Maybe a new exciting begining and a lovely new boyfriend.

Still living with my brother. Another boring individual whose day in day out is surfing on the net, writing his blog. His life seems to revolve around the computer and the wife. It is him who introduce me to write my own blog. It will make a world of differences to see him doing other things instead of playing with his computer.

My boss is a nice quy at times and at times a moody individual. Working with him requires a lot of patience. What will make a world of differences if he will be more generous. Which explains for the poor bonus and increment as according to him, the Company is not making much. A fat lie or lame excuse. Only he and god knows. Poor us who slot in day out day in but in the end getting peanuts.

Loaded with an illness that requires daily intake of pills. Is it doing good? Yes but at the expense of my figure as the side effects of the pills is putting on weight. The horror of seeing the pounds piling up weekly is worse than the illness itself. The feelings of seeing myself growing from a certain size to another big size is an anguish. The sadness, nobody will understand. What will make a world of differences is the pills will not have these effects. Instead of putting on weight, it is making one thinner. Then, I will be a very happy person. Instead now dealing with the weight problem. Parking far and walking up stairs to reduce the weight.

Is a monotonous life better or worse than an interesting life? Will too much excitement not good? Monotonous is to live life peacefully. Without the usual new happenings but expecting things to work out in the same way daily. Too long of the same old things is boring. So the dilema is facing new things which we are not familiar or doing the same old things with the same endings. Which is better? I for one do not know as sometimes new things are not good. But right now, i will like to try new things so as to experience different things and then to have different feelings.

Writing this piece of thought is interesting. It is my first try. Will be better in my next thought.