Love

Love. What is this little thing called love? It is not little if you are in love. For someone like me, I have been in love and out of love. When in love, everything seems great and nice, sweet and lovey dovey. How about when out of love, hatred will come knocking the door. Next come, sadness and followed by emptiness.

When I out of love, I no longer understand why I love that person in the first place. I started seeing that person in a different light and see his bad points for what it is. I no longer see the goodness in him and why I fall in love with him in the first place. If it is possible, I want to delete that part from my memory. Is this feeling occurs out of the betrayal or the sadness that I felt? This is not as hard to deal with as the emptiness that comes along. The empty feeling in the heart as it no longer belongs to anyone.

I have loved and lost in love but if love comes along now, will I long for the experience of love again, yes if I meet the right person.

I believe if I am in love with someone, no matter, if he comes to my life again in 5 years or 10 years time, the love is still there as it has never left in the first place.