A sad day

Sad. Today is a sad day.I dont know why but I am feeling really unhappy. I have started the year 2013 with sickness and sadness. The sadness just arrive. I just no longer feel happy. As I think of the past and the present, I feel that life is nothing but a movie. A movie whereby a person plays out a role. Is it that important then to be so miserable as I am feeling now?

Today is going to be a miserable day for me. As I sat in my office room, seeing the piles of endless work, I feel a tinge of sadness that this is not going to end unless I leave the Company. The Company is not giving me additional staff. That is the sad truth.

Maybe part of me is sad that I have worked in this Company for 4 years and I have to leave bcoz I no longer can take the work load. This is not how I want my life to be.

Last Sunday, I had lunch with one of my long long friend who I have not seen in ages. After the lunch, I suddenly feel that life has been good to me but not that good. What have I achieved in my life. A career? Yeah, I am working and living a dog life in this Company. My personal life?

Am I happy? Sad to say I am feeling really miserable right now.