Calm. After a few days of being unhappy and sad, I feel calm now. Calm because I have taken a few days leave away from office works. The feelings are great. This shows how much I dislike my office/company.
Happy. I have made some decision on a few matters affecting my careers and life. I am happy that at last I resolved some issues and I no longer feel tense or unhappy.
Downs. I no longer feel sickening when I think of my heavy work load. I may not be able to complete my work and now I understand that there is a limit to do what I am able to do. If the work is not complete, it is definitely not my fault as I have already given my best to do it. I no longer feel the need to act like "Superwoman" in my career/work as I will just take it easy as the work comes. On the other hand, I am not "Wonderwoman" who can do wonders for the operation of my department.
Ups. Whatever that comes down will go up one day. While we are down, we should get ready to be up one day so there is no need to feel that bad or sad.
Guess, in life there is always ups and downs. Whenever we are down, we look around us and find that there are other people who are in worse situation than us. Guess, I am not in that bad situation or I am better off than most people.
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