My regret in life

My regret in life is that I have never found someone who loves me very much and whole heartedly. I have never enjoyed the feeling of being truly loved by someone. The past boyfriends I have were never really in love of me. Anyway, no regrets breaking up with those ex of mine as I also never really love them anyway.

Sometimes I ask myself, have I really love anyone before. Sad to say this, no man has ever make me falls head over heel in love with him. This make me realise that either I am in love with myself or no man is ever worth my loving him.

There was once I thought I was in love but I was over him in weeks after the break up. Until today, I can't really understand why I like him in the first place. Man like him is not worth the time and I wasted my time on someone as .... as him. Sometimes I wonder if the clock is turned back, I will definitely 100% not like him. I found him to be childish and immature.

Yeah, recently I found myself praying hard that I will meet someone who loves me very much. Guess, deep inside I want to find true love before I meet my creator.