Still a sad day

Sad. It is still a sad day for me today. I feel so sad and unhappy.

My superior agreed to let me have an additional staff after all the protest I made but it is too late as I already made up my mind to leave the Company. I dont think after all the difficulties I go through in asking for staff and after I made up my mind to leave the Company, I have no intention of staying anymore. My superior should have agreed to my request for a staff in the first place and not put me through the hassle.In the end, I got real fed up and decided to leave the Company. Then, only he said, "Yes" to my request. It is all too late as I have enough of everything that goes along with it.

Now I realise that I do have a weak point that is once I made up my mind to do something, most likely I will not change my mind. Guess, I am just a stubborn woman.

I have given plenty of chances to my superior and Company when I asked for addtional staff. I asked not once but many times until I lost count. Frustrated and dejected is how to describe my feelings when they disapprove of it. After that, I show my annoyance and disappointment. On seeing that, they relent and agreed to my request for additional staff. But alas, too late. I have made up my mind to leave the Company.

I found that in love, it is the same. After giving so many chances to a person and if that person does not bother to do anything, I may as well forget the whole thing.

Guess, life being like a movie, there is going to be a different ending for each and every role I play throughout my life. Well, is time to move on.